Finals

wow im a first timer to the final thing and omg....this is so stressful....i definitely underestimated how stressful it would be....i would say that finals are not just a time for reveiew but reflection on how you did this quarter nd how you can improve for the next.. i can say i have alot of things to fix for next quarter...but i have no one to blame but myself. I mean for some of my classes i could have done some of my work sooner like my math and kine class. But i am a procrastinator big time. I fell into a bad abit of doing things last minute in hs. and every time i would almost make it i would tell myself i wouldn't do i anymore ...but i don't know ..i still find myself back in the same predicament again and again....I think this time after almost failing more then one class i have learned a lesson i need better time management skills... i need to learn how to juggle two jobs and school much better because what I'm doing is not cutting it at all. I am much more intelligent then what i show and i refuse to do it anymore. I need to want to do good in all my classes no matter how much i may hate school. I have to do it regardless. But i know that if i fail any of my classes this quarter it was no ones fault but my own. Their were certain circumstances that helped such as my car being as crappy as it is, family emergencies, but hey its all apart of life you live and you learn. Life is way to short to dwell on bad things when their are good things to look forward to in the future.

school

i haven't liked school since i was in the fourth grade...sad but true....and the older i got the more i dislike it....when i was in middle school i thought, "i can't waite to go to hs", thinking maybe i would like school better in a different environment.....NOPE!!!.....i mean don't get me wrong i had fun in hs, but i found myself saying "i can't waite to go to college"....but i find myself saying the same thing...i mean im tired of sitting in class and listening to lectures and doing hw....i hate talking classes i will NEVER EVER us in the field im going into......I mean im going to be a physical therapist...and i know i will need some sort of math but all that calculus crap i don't like....but back on to the subject....i just want to get into my career and stop wasting time in school...so i can make the good money and enjoy it while im still young.....