Finals

wow im a first timer to the final thing and omg....this is so stressful....i definitely underestimated how stressful it would be....i would say that finals are not just a time for reveiew but reflection on how you did this quarter nd how you can improve for the next.. i can say i have alot of things to fix for next quarter...but i have no one to blame but myself. I mean for some of my classes i could have done some of my work sooner like my math and kine class. But i am a procrastinator big time. I fell into a bad abit of doing things last minute in hs. and every time i would almost make it i would tell myself i wouldn't do i anymore ...but i don't know ..i still find myself back in the same predicament again and again....I think this time after almost failing more then one class i have learned a lesson i need better time management skills... i need to learn how to juggle two jobs and school much better because what I'm doing is not cutting it at all. I am much more intelligent then what i show and i refuse to do it anymore. I need to want to do good in all my classes no matter how much i may hate school. I have to do it regardless. But i know that if i fail any of my classes this quarter it was no ones fault but my own. Their were certain circumstances that helped such as my car being as crappy as it is, family emergencies, but hey its all apart of life you live and you learn. Life is way to short to dwell on bad things when their are good things to look forward to in the future.

school

i haven't liked school since i was in the fourth grade...sad but true....and the older i got the more i dislike it....when i was in middle school i thought, "i can't waite to go to hs", thinking maybe i would like school better in a different environment.....NOPE!!!.....i mean don't get me wrong i had fun in hs, but i found myself saying "i can't waite to go to college"....but i find myself saying the same thing...i mean im tired of sitting in class and listening to lectures and doing hw....i hate talking classes i will NEVER EVER us in the field im going into......I mean im going to be a physical therapist...and i know i will need some sort of math but all that calculus crap i don't like....but back on to the subject....i just want to get into my career and stop wasting time in school...so i can make the good money and enjoy it while im still young.....

Music

Music can be a form of expression....art....or just something to get the feelings out....it can make you feel happy, sad, angry, triumphant, determined....etc.....for many people music is their pulse without music they would have no life....I'm one of those people ...because without music life would be boring....whether its rap, r&b, blues, rock, pop....its all music...i mean i could never be a famous singer but music still plays a big role in my life...and it a has ever since i was a child...music is almost like a childhood friend that i grew up with.....and as i got older my tastes changed and music also changed....but I'll never forget about the oldies.....

Money and Stereotypes

I heard a saying that says"money makes the world go round"....literally not so true but when you think of our economy its right on. All my life iv dreamed of my mom wining the lottery so she could be happier....as i child that seems like a qiuck fix...but as you get older you realize that for something like that to happen is "1 in a mill". Money is so important in todays society that people sometimes look past the content of someones thoughts and feelings if they don't look like they have any money or look "dirty". its not right to treat someone like shit just because they miht not have as much money as you...i look at they way some people treat otheres who don't have as much as their family and its not acceptable in my eyes...no im not rich or poor ...but i just don't think that money makes someone better or worse then someone else but it is the content of their character that should rank someone in society.

Friends....

Friendship.....a very important topic...but in today's society a Friend is seen as someone who is easily disposed. Lets just say friends don't hold as much importance as they did back in the day. Today its all about quantity rather than quality. I mean its rare that two people keep in touch from middle school or let alone be friends. I think that LOYALTY is one of the main reasons why friendships fail nowadays......with females loyalty is much harder to find then with males......i don't really really know why and as a female i have witnessed how fake and disloyal females can be....its' really sad to say but it's true.....i mean you see on t.v shows all the time where people have been friends since they were like i don't know ...five....and then the girl sleeps with her best friends boyfriend or husband....to me that is pathetic and sad.....and then there are the girls that are like a crew and what not...and then they will smile and be like "oh hey girl"....and then when they leave they'll be like...."did you see what she was wearing?'......"she thinks she's the shizz"...I mean its sad but its a reality for a lot of females....now to go onto males .....they are in many ways a lot less complicated when it comes to friendships..... for 1....they do less talking about each other...like say if a dude didn't like some other guy they would tell him to his face or not talk to him at all....rather than talking about him to another dude and then smiling in his face when he comes around...<----people who do thinks like this are fake ....it takes up to much time and energy to be fake....if you don't like somebody then tell them that you don't and why....and maybe....just maybe you guys might be able to settle your differences.... and if not you can go your separate ways....or if need be fight.....i don't know...lol....but whatever you do don't be fake!!.......

yey food

Food is one of the bestest things in the whole world there are so many different kinds of food.... Food can tell a story or it can have history behind it.....and oh yeah! it tastes soooooo good. There are so many people that just eat but don't really get to enjoy the food they are eating and that is just sad .......one of the bestest foods in the whole wide world is........carne asada fries....yummmy.....if you havent had any your are missin out.....it is nothin less then the shizzno joke